to ; him

Everybody needs a little time away
I've heard her say
From each other

Even lovers need a holiday
Far away from each other

Hold me now
It's hard for me to say I'm sorry
I just want you to stay
And after all that you've been through
I will make it up to you
I promise you, baby

And after all thats been said and done
You're just the part of me I can't let go


Couldn't stand to be kept away
Not for a day
From your body
Wouldn't want to be swept away
Far away from the one that I love

Hold me now
It's hard for me to say I'm sorry
I just want you to know
Hold me now
I really want to tell you I'm sorry
I could never let you go

And after all that we've been through
I will make it up to you
I promise you

And after all that's been said and done
You're just a part of me I can't let go

I can't let go.

he makes me crazeeee.

it is almost 2 weeks saya tak bercontact dengan ****.
saya rasa hidup saya tak lengkap tanpa dia.
everyday, saya text dia nak minta maaf.
but he didn't reply it.
if si dia terbaca entry ni,
please~
i really2 nak minta maaf dgn u.
am i wrong?
its just a small mistakes aite?
saya harap sangat bila dia baca entry ni,
dia akan maafkan saya!

bad journey

kami.

saya ;)

amoy ;)

tarikh : 17 jan 2009
venue : jj, seremban 2

time ni saya, amoy dan 2 org lagi rakan kami pergi ke jj seremban.
huhu.
kami g tgk muvee.
maut.
memang maut habis cerita tu.
hahaha.
cerita busan yg memberi mesej kpd kami berempat.
miawww! (trademark baru saya n amoy)
cerita bade hj azmi mmg gempak gila masa promotion.
padahal bukan best pon.
tertipu!
tapi, sesiapa yg rasa nak insaf,
harus tgk cerita ni.
miaww~
kan, moy?
heheh.

time balik,
ada musibah melanda kami.
maybe tuhan nak tunjuk selepas kitaorg tgk muvee maut kot.
hahaha.
tayar kereta yg kitaorg naek terlanggar sesuatu yg sehingga hari ni menjadi misteri.
then kitaorg terpaksa bawak kereta tu dgn kelajuan 20km/h sampai kat kedai tayar yg jauhnya 5 km dari tempat kejadian.
sampai saja dekat dunlop tyre tu kami amek tayar 2nd ja.
coz masingmasing koyak.
;)
suda la tayar kene ganti;sportrim pun kena jugak coz patah.
(tu la.dh taw tayar pcah lg na jln 5km)
ta pasalpasal kene tambah rm90
haih!

selesai semua kami ke mapley mkn roti canai.
yay!

result! result!

where are u, result?
huhu.
baru kejap tadik,
yana sms saya.
dia da dapat log in kan saya punya result.
n dia bgtau result saya.
thanx babe!

haih.
saya tersangatlah lega.
semua lulus.
walaupun tidak secemerlang kamu wahai diyana atikah farinha.
setakat dpt anugerah ketua jabatan.
tade la sampai 4 flat.
huhu.

saya kembali tenang.
dari pagi saya tak makan memikirkan result saya.
skarang baru terasa lapar.
tadi tak rase pon.
hehe.

btw,
mekaseh kpd sesiapa yg mendoakan kejayaan saya.
esp kpd mak, ayah, kak ain, kak nurul, afeeq, amoy, ewan, fandy, emei the birthday boy, yana, eryn, apis n ramai lagi lah yg telah menceriakan hidup saya.
thanx a lot, guys!
mereka2 yg namanya tiada d sini,
jgnla berkecil hati okeh.

kpd mereka2 yg menjatuhkan saya,
mekaseh juge saya ucapkan.
=)

hari bosan vs hari indah.

hari ni, 7hb januari.
nothing special.
busan!
result keluar hari ni.
tapi, website poly pd cam haram.
bz gila.
tak bley log in langsung.
bengong betol.
tunggu la mlm2 sikit.

saat ni,
saya sdg mendengar lagu loneliness.
loneliness?
hahahaha.
lonely ke? maybe.
kalau boleh saya nak undurkan masa saya ketika bersama dia tempoh hari.
hari terindah bg saya yg sedang single.
hahaha.
rasa dsayangi siot.
haih.

knp la kita tak slalu dapat apa yg kita nak?
sumtimes, apa yg kita tak nak tu la yg ada depan mata kita.
just grab it.
tp saya tak nak.
saya rasa sgt tak tenang ketika ini!

pray the best for me!

copy paste suda.

Do you trust everyone you know?
yes, i am.

Have you ever been asked out by someone you didn't want to date?
yes, yes!

Where was the last place you went to?
jalan pahang, kuala lumpur.

If you could go anywhere in the world right now, where would you go?
paris.

How much cash do you have on you?
218 ringgit ;)

What did your last text message you received on your cell say? From who?
from apis : aii cyg.apis dh sampai.apis wat keje dl erk.eja jgn lupa mkn tau.jgn tkt2 nk tg result 2.k bye.cyg eja.

Who is always able to cheer you up when you're sad?
amoy kesayangan saya.

How many people are you currently thinking about?
2.

Anything good happening tomorrow?
maybe.

Has anyone ever borrowed something from you and never returned it?
yes.bengang betol!

Who is the last person you think about before you fall asleep?
ewan.

When is the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?
tadi.

Name someone from your past that you wish was still in your life now?
nazrullah.

Do you miss someone right now?
yes.

When was the last time you had a real smile on your face?
last nite.

Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
ewan ;)

How was your day today?
great!

Have you ever cheated on someone?
yes!

Is there someone that means a lot to you?
of course.

Do you wish someone would call you or text you right now?
yes laaa!

What's the weather like right now?
okay.

Is there anyone you are jealous of?
yes.i hate dis feeling lol!

When you looked in the mirror today, what was your first thought?
cantek gak aku.ahaha ;)

Choose: A million bucks or to be able to fly?
million bucks la ngeng.

What do you do when you've had a really bad day?
crying!

Do you have a close relationship with your sibling(s)?
for sure.saya sayang kakak2 saya!

Do you think people talk behind your back?
yesssss!

When was that last time you laughed extremely hard?
mlm tadi.ada org luah perasaan kat saya.haha ;)

Did you hold hands with anyone recently?
yes,masa tgk madagascar ;)